there is a letter. there is a letter in my head with words i’ve never said. while over the past few months i have told you words, sentences and paragraphs that sound similar to the ones in this letter, they are not the same. the words in this letter stem from my heart, collect themselves in my brain and are written in ink that drips with the most purist of emotion. these words have never been felt or understood by me before and that is the exact reason they need to be read by your eyes. i want so very much to write you this letter. I must write you this letter now because it is the right moment for me to write to you. i want to write you a letter but it is not the right time for you to read it. not just yet.
it’s right. it’s just not right now. but also, here’s the thing: you know me so well that i believe you already know what the contents of this letter hold. but still you mustn’t open this letter until sometime later because, well because later is the right time to read these words, later you will (we both will) have gained new perspectives and later is the right time.